Music:'Sparkly Vampires' - The Rifftones (in my head)
I'm a fool. Seeking inspiration for today's blog post, I thought "I know! I could produce some more stats about my morning pages. Maybe I could try to see whether my word count varies with mood?" This is a probably not a terribly promising subject for anyone else but I liked the idea, so fired up Excel and got to work. An hour and a half later, and I have some neat formulae, some questionable metrics, a graph that doesn't seem to be very enlightening, and about 5 different ideas on how to improve or extend this investigation in different directions. I've been working in data analysis for over three years now; I should have realised that this was the only possible outcome. Nevertheless, I failed to apply my ability to extrapolate trends to my own behaviour. Isn't it ironic, don't you think?
In many ways this is a positive outcome. Sure, I was just tooling around, but this is all indicative of a regained ability to focus on tasks (and even better, to enjoy doing so). Maybe it's the SAD lamp, maybe it's another factor, but it's certainly a relief. I guess this evening has taught me something about my mood after all... Anyway, I spent too long making the damn graph not to share it with you, though I concede that I haven't given it the most promising build-up:
'Mood' is measured quite crudely, as positive words/1000 - negative words/1000.
Positive words are 'good', 'not bad' (and variants), 'cheerful', 'chirpy' and 'happy'.
Negative words are: 'bad', 'not good' (and variants), 'sad', 'miserable' and 'unhappy'.